Tonight

Tonight
Heartless words come uninvited,
Just for tonight, just for tonight.
No more will be at stake,
believe he will ameliorate.

All the sadness and awe,
the cause of ambivalence.

Contemplating in amid of chaos,
Amusing the lips.
Let it be, just for tonight

A.J

Hurt

Hurt
At dawn, everything shines.
Before the eye blinks,
the thunder breaks,
Breaking the silence.

Remember those days,
What you used to say,
“I’ll hold you high up and never let go.
And I’ll guard you till the Night follows.”

Tainting the vows,
Lost of conscience,
Screaming voices,
Penetrates the skins.

Fire burns and she’ll drown.
Breathing mouths in trepidation,
The mind is tremulous.
Freedom disappears.

A.J

Sorry

Hey all. I'm sorry for the sudden 'absence'. It just seems like I had a lot of stuff going on and I just couldn't post any of my poems here. To be truthful, I haven't really create any poems at all for the past few weeks (maybe months). I'm truly ever so very sorry.

Actually, I've got other things up my sleeve. I'm now busy updating my other blog (not here). It's another blog on another site. So yeah, I'm kinda reserved. Anyhoo, I'm coming up with something new. So here goes.

Thank you, thank you, thank you for 'listening' to me :)

Much Love: A.J

Waves of Love

Waves of Love

You took my hand.

Promise me Love

We're walking toward the crashing waves.

I am thankful

by these memories.

Oh please wave, don't wash them away.

A.J

The Telephone Booth

The Phone

I kept on walking.
Destination, unknown.
This feet, how will they find you.
I saw a telephone booth.
Then I remembered you.
I wanted to call.
But if I do, I'll cry again.
Cause your voice will break me.

I AM BROKEN

A.J

Painful Words

Its
Just
Words
Absolution
Forgotten
Abandon
Escape
Weary
Pain
Hurt
Lost
Fear
Jaded
Illusion
Ignorant
Vengeance

A.J : a candle

Stay

Stay
The falling sky
I am forgotten
Dreaming in reality.
Down I am falling
Waiting to be hold.

What is life
When I am gone
Thunder breaks again.

Left alone
Coldness wraps around
Blanket of misery.
I am slipping
Waiting to be seen.

Pain is staying
Darkness is staring
Who's looking
No more ticking

Forgiveness escapes
For one last time
What is life
When I am gone.

A.J

The Sky

The Sky


As I wait here silently,
I hear the footsteps of a butterfly.
It's a beautiful music
But not easy to reach.

I see the sky is fading,
and the sun is breaking.
Everything smile
I hear no more lie.

A.J

What It Means...

What It Means

So many words unsaid,
It's hard to see,
It's hard to breathe,
but just hold on to me,

The light will come,
and break me free,
It's the only wish, 
I could ever seize.

We are afraid,
To be lonely, 
to be broken,
Is this how we feel,
when something is missing?

Life never ends,
it only freezes,Eyes will observe,
But they will never say

A dark road brings absolution.
Endless desires 
comes uncontrolled.
Are you with me?
It's my only wish

Show me what it means,
To be left, to be wronged,
Is this how we feel,
when someone is missing?

A.J

If I Knew

If I knew

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,

I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming, you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day,
well, I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance to make everything right.

There will always be another day to say our "I love yours",
And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget,
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear,
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

A.J : the poem and the pic are not mine. 

Sins of Mine

Sins of Mine

The time's wasted again,
Clocks ticking away,
Tensions in life,
Break free.

Lying corpse in beds.
The truth go mad.
Seeing but blind,
Darkness keeps in bind.

Tears of blood,
Make the sound of terrors.
Trapped in crud,
As sweet as the Lovers.

Take the blade,
Shove it in your white pale skin,
Covered in blood,
It's your worst sin.

Praying hard in cries,
Lost in sight.
Watch the time flies,
You are in drought.

A.J