A Man

Stratoz70

A Man

He, who calls himself a man.
Swear to love, cherish, protect.
Through sickness and health.
No, that's not who he is.

He, who works hard to provide.
To take good care of his Treasures.
Comforts them..
No, that's not the reasons..

He, who says he cares,
Cries when his Treasures cries,
Telling them everything is alright,
No, he never did.

What kind of a man that you are?
If you're a man at all.

A man won't go back on his words,
A man loves, unconditionally,
A man cares without limits,
A man is a shield against threaths,

A man is a Father and a friend...
But, he is not...
And he never will be,
A man....

A.J

Don' tell

Stanleymoss

Don' tell


Secrets. Kept inside.
Stay shut for so long.
Behind the door.
Don't tell, I won't if you don't.

And here I am again,
Sitting in a dark corner,
of a huge dark room,
begging for forgiveness.
Things I did in the past,
Nothing compared to what you have done,
took away the happiness,
took away all the hopes,
took everything.

I am...
Longing for Absolution,
Searching for Salvation,
It's a burden to me,
Can't keep holding on forever.
I shut my eyes, Hear what the Future says,
feel the touch of Misery,
taste the taste of Madness,
Smell the scent of Sins.

Tears went down,
of shame, of guilt.

Secrets. Don't tell.I won't if you don't.

A.J

Helpless

Helpless

Tonight is another night,
Just like every other night,
They're screaming again,
So far but yet so near to her,

The words are killing her,
Screaming them into her ears,
Stop. Just stop,
She could not take it no more.

the tears starts rolling,
The loneliness comes again,
this time without a sign,
this time He's staying.

She's feels so small,
like a child, wanting to be hold,
wanting to be safe,
but no one's left for her.

She's faught to the limit,
even stand on the edge,
But when will it be over?
She's helpless here.

A.J

Rains and Rainbows

Rains and Rainbows

The life we're living in,
people who bring us up,
Like seeing a rainbow.

Happiness, Sadness,
Laughter, Pain, Love..
Meaningful in life.
We learn to appreciate.

Nothing is forever,
Rain stops, rainbow appears,
washing away all the sadness,
Just believe that in the end,
Happiness will come.

A.J

Time

Time

It's all around us,
Though we're walking slowly,
unwanting to be left,
Slow is what time is not.

You know you can't go back,
You're in between.
The past is your reminder,
All the wrong moves,
All the bad choices.


Try hard as you may,
You're still there, not moving.
Take your chance,
and make a new move,
create another future,
Have faith in life.

Try to get out,
and maybe you'll see,
how wonderful life can be.

A.J

Hope

Hope

Just have faith in me,
And I can grab the stars.
Maybe, just maybe more than that.

A.J

The Song

The Song

Here I am...
In this silence I'm crawling..
Back to where I belong.
Back to the real thing.

Where are you,
I'm looking back to the stillness of the day,
will you come back, come back to me.
I'm waiting, forever

Can you hear me...
The song keeps me hanging on to you,
and without you,
Im falling to the illusions of your presence,
and I'm hurting..inside..
will you come back to me...

Stay here with me..
In this silence I'm driving,
with no direction..
Longing for absolution...

Where are you,
I'm waiting in the dark and you're not here..
Will you come back, just come back...
I'm waiting, forever...

Can you hear me now..
The song keeps me hanging on to you..
and with you..
I'm standing here and you'll catch me if I fall..
No more pain..inside..
come back to me...

A.J

Will I ever Be Found?

Day becomes Night,
Night becomes Dark,
The darkness that burns my soul,
To the very last of my Breath.

The creep that's been hunting,
Makes no sound,
Silence.
And They will get me.

The sense of guilt comes over me,
Taking over what's left,
Crawl up inside me,
Becoming one.

I was left alone,
Wonder, will I ever be found?
Scream in silence,
No one's left to hear.

A.J

Confusion

2 roads, 1 choice,
which one will I take?
It's killing me,
I'm lost, I'm scared,
Of not being found again.

Life ahead of me seems to be covered,
covered by my ignorance,
My eyes are clouding up,
Everything stays shut.

A.J

What Have I Done?

What have I done?
What have I become?
I sit in a dark corner,
Longing to hear the voice,
The voice that made me suffer.

What have I done?
Trying to find my path,
but, I'm lost in the way,
will I ever get back?

What have I become?
Still hearing the voice that hurts me,
whisper into my ear,
The words of destruction.

I can never let go,
I need to hear it...
It keeps me alive,
killing me at the same time..

What have I done?
What have I become?

A.J

Happiness on the Horizon

There, I see it,
Far, far away on the horizon,
The feeling of serenity coming over me,
As I close my eyes.

Where do I want to be?
Is it here, around this dark road?
Or is it over there,
where the road is much clearer..

I need Guidance,I need the Light,
to show me where I'm suppose to go,
Will I ever found myself again?

The darkness is burning me up,
My hands are losing it's grip,
How much longer until I am able,
Able to set myself free?

To get the Happiness on the Horizon..

A.J

Day burns down to Night

Day burns down to Night,

Burns the edge of my Soul,
In the night I break into,
Sparks of suns,
And become fires end,
The dust of bones...

In the night I see,
The real concealed,
In the days bright LIE,
Eyes stitched shut,
White TEETH SMILE.


SLEEP Walks,
AND Talks,
AND FEET,
Mark TIME,
To the drum-less beat.

A.J : This poem is from the movie "The Invisible". 

Glass Window

I sit in the corner,
Trying to figure out myself,
I feel disturbed,
I feel Lost.

Looking outside the Glass Window,
Wonder what life is like,
If I go away now,
would it be a good thing for me?

But here I am,
Looking outside the Glass Window,
Still holding on...

A.J

Summer Time

I wake up in the morning, 

and look out the window.

The Sun shines brightly on my face.

It's a start of a new day.

It's Summer Time.

The flowers bloom,

The birds sing,

Butterflies do what they do best,

Children run wild with their happy faces,

There's nothing wrong with this picture.

I wish the Summer could lasts forever.

It keeps the warm in my heart.

Even a person with such heartache could feel,

the happiness it brings.

Every moment could last forever,

Just don't forget,

Never forget,

And it'll stay there always.

A.J

The Beginning....

Salam to everybody.. This is my 2nd blog here. I just created this blog. The thing about me is, I love words sooo..much that I have no idea how to express it. That is, until I came across an amazing poems produced by someone who will remain anonymous here.

Her work is so inspiring that I feel like I want to do something like that. Not similar, but something like that. Actually, it was what I wanted to do before, only now I have the courage to do it. 

Thanx to her who gave me the encouragement to start my own poems. First and foremost, I would like to remind all of you that I am not a professional, but merely an amateur.

Again, I would like to stress here that I'm only doing this for my own satisfaction and not for other intentions. I just want to show all of you what I like to do, and if you think my work is not good or amazing, I don't care as I have mentioned before, I'm not a pro. 

But, of course I would really love to know your opinions and views about my work. So, comments are very much appreciated! Building comments that is. Not some crappy comments telling me I should stop doing what I'm doing or telling me that my work is a piece of crap. 


I don't need that ok. I know I'm not good, but hey, everyone has got to start somewhere right? So, here goes....


Arkana Joon~