Words in his mouth. Burst it out.A.J
Push him. Break him. Kill him!
Break free. Like dust of bones.
Crippled. Nothing left.
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Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Ramp
Cinderella's Sorrow
She has to leave. She’s broken.A.J
The time comes. The bell chimes.
She had faith for the moon. Once.
Solitude
I've chosen my chamber,
The isolation from freedom.
My somber face is ever,
a place for your doom.
I've chosen my spear,
Pierce the heart of the liars,
Begin to wander,
In the abyss of hunger.
I've had my adornment,
To be seen by all means,
Given my acquiescent,
All things shall be obscene.
I've taken my adieu,
Leaving everything in abeyance,
One time to allure,
The sense of ambivalence.
A.J : Not mine. But I love it!
The isolation from freedom.
My somber face is ever,
a place for your doom.
I've chosen my spear,
Pierce the heart of the liars,
Begin to wander,
In the abyss of hunger.
I've had my adornment,
To be seen by all means,
Given my acquiescent,
All things shall be obscene.
I've taken my adieu,
Leaving everything in abeyance,
One time to allure,
The sense of ambivalence.
A.J : Not mine. But I love it!
Painful Words
Its
Just
Words
Absolution
Forgotten
Abandon
Escape
Weary
Pain
Hurt
Lost
Fear
Jaded
Illusion
Ignorant
Vengeance
A.J : a candle
The Sky
The SkyAs I wait here silently,
I hear the footsteps of a butterfly.
It's a beautiful music
But not easy to reach.
I see the sky is fading,
and the sun is breaking.
Everything smile
I hear no more lie.
A.J
What It Means...
What It Means
So many words unsaid,
It's hard to see,
It's hard to breathe,
but just hold on to me,
The light will come,
and break me free,
It's the only wish,
I could ever seize.
We are afraid,
To be lonely,
to be broken,
Is this how we feel,
when something is missing?
Life never ends,
it only freezes,Eyes will observe,
But they will never say
A dark road brings absolution.
Endless desires
comes uncontrolled.
Are you with me?
It's my only wish
Show me what it means,
To be left, to be wronged,
Is this how we feel,
when someone is missing?
A.J
So many words unsaid,
It's hard to see,
It's hard to breathe,
but just hold on to me,
The light will come,
and break me free,
It's the only wish,
I could ever seize.
We are afraid,
To be lonely,
to be broken,
Is this how we feel,
when something is missing?
Life never ends,
it only freezes,Eyes will observe,
But they will never say
A dark road brings absolution.
Endless desires
comes uncontrolled.
Are you with me?
It's my only wish
Show me what it means,
To be left, to be wronged,
Is this how we feel,
when someone is missing?
A.J
If I Knew
If I knew
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming, you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day,
well, I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance to make everything right.
There will always be another day to say our "I love yours",
And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?"
But just in case I might be wrong and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget,
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear,
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.
If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming, you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day,
well, I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance to make everything right.
There will always be another day to say our "I love yours",
And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?"
But just in case I might be wrong and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget,
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear,
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.
A.J : the poem and the pic are not mine.
Sins of Mine
Sins of Mine
The time's wasted again,
Clocks ticking away,
Tensions in life,
Break free.
Lying corpse in beds.
The truth go mad.
Seeing but blind,
Darkness keeps in bind.
Tears of blood,
Make the sound of terrors.
Trapped in crud,
As sweet as the Lovers.
Take the blade,
Shove it in your white pale skin,
Covered in blood,
It's your worst sin.
Praying hard in cries,
Lost in sight.
Watch the time flies,
You are in drought.
A.J
The time's wasted again,
Clocks ticking away,
Tensions in life,
Break free.
Lying corpse in beds.
The truth go mad.
Seeing but blind,
Darkness keeps in bind.
Tears of blood,
Make the sound of terrors.
Trapped in crud,
As sweet as the Lovers.
Take the blade,
Shove it in your white pale skin,
Covered in blood,
It's your worst sin.
Praying hard in cries,
Lost in sight.
Watch the time flies,
You are in drought.
A.J
The Dark House
The Dark House
As I go along I see it,
Kept secret in the black night,
Hiding in its place,
Waiting to be found.
The House seems hollow,
No lights to turn to,
No hope to hold on to.
Back where she belongs.
A home is nothing but a cage,
Trapped inside with penetrating scream,
But Silence took control.
The wind chimes every night,
Brings peace to her heart,
But she's lost in sight.
Let her out,
Just let her run.
If she could only see the light,
She would go.
The House ties her,
Not letting go,
The grip gets tighter,
Struggles to break free,
But the secret remains.
Abandoned, forgotten,
The world where no one else is living,
Everyone's gone,
To stay is not a choice,
What happens next?
Back where she belong now,
It's not a home but a cage...
A.J
Life
Life
Life. This is a very painful thing.
There is something more painful than not being able to live.
The scariest thing is losing it.
looking ahead & we seem to forget.
Forget about the past.
Little that I know,
It's a part of who I am today.
We walk along a dark road,
hoping it'll take us to the light.
But, the maze isn't over yet.
Would it ever end?
Can something end when there's no beginning?
Where is everything?
You reach your hand out,
hoping it'll be reached.
But you're just squatting on an empty air.
Salvation withdrawn.
Some things are better left unsaid.
But, truly will we feel no regrets,
when we never have the chance to say it?
Walking on the sideways,
so many faces, unrecognizable.
Too many voices inside.
Taking control.
Losing our senses.
When there's nothing left,
We run.
'Cause that's our only salvation...
A.J
Helpless
Helpless
Tonight is another night,
Just like every other night,
They're screaming again,
So far but yet so near to her,
The words are killing her,
Screaming them into her ears,
Stop. Just stop,
She could not take it no more.
the tears starts rolling,
The loneliness comes again,
this time without a sign,
this time He's staying.
She's feels so small,
like a child, wanting to be hold,
wanting to be safe,
but no one's left for her.
She's faught to the limit,
even stand on the edge,
But when will it be over?
She's helpless here.
A.J
Tonight is another night,
Just like every other night,
They're screaming again,
So far but yet so near to her,
The words are killing her,
Screaming them into her ears,
Stop. Just stop,
She could not take it no more.
the tears starts rolling,
The loneliness comes again,
this time without a sign,
this time He's staying.
She's feels so small,
like a child, wanting to be hold,
wanting to be safe,
but no one's left for her.
She's faught to the limit,
even stand on the edge,
But when will it be over?
She's helpless here.
A.J
Will I ever Be Found?
Day becomes Night,
Night becomes Dark,
The darkness that burns my soul,
To the very last of my Breath.
The creep that's been hunting,
Makes no sound,
Silence.
And They will get me.
The sense of guilt comes over me,
Taking over what's left,
Crawl up inside me,
Becoming one.
I was left alone,
Wonder, will I ever be found?
Scream in silence,
No one's left to hear.
A.J
Night becomes Dark,
The darkness that burns my soul,
To the very last of my Breath.
The creep that's been hunting,
Makes no sound,
Silence.
And They will get me.
The sense of guilt comes over me,
Taking over what's left,
Crawl up inside me,
Becoming one.
I was left alone,
Wonder, will I ever be found?
Scream in silence,
No one's left to hear.
A.J
Confusion
2 roads, 1 choice,
which one will I take?
It's killing me,
I'm lost, I'm scared,
Of not being found again.
Life ahead of me seems to be covered,
covered by my ignorance,
My eyes are clouding up,
Everything stays shut.
A.J
which one will I take?
It's killing me,
I'm lost, I'm scared,
Of not being found again.
Life ahead of me seems to be covered,
covered by my ignorance,
My eyes are clouding up,
Everything stays shut.
A.J
What Have I Done?
What have I done?
What have I become?
I sit in a dark corner,
Longing to hear the voice,
The voice that made me suffer.
What have I done?
Trying to find my path,
but, I'm lost in the way,
will I ever get back?
What have I become?
Still hearing the voice that hurts me,
whisper into my ear,
The words of destruction.
I can never let go,
I need to hear it...
It keeps me alive,
killing me at the same time..
What have I done?
What have I become?
A.J
What have I become?
I sit in a dark corner,
Longing to hear the voice,
The voice that made me suffer.
What have I done?
Trying to find my path,
but, I'm lost in the way,
will I ever get back?
What have I become?
Still hearing the voice that hurts me,
whisper into my ear,
The words of destruction.
I can never let go,
I need to hear it...
It keeps me alive,
killing me at the same time..
What have I done?
What have I become?
A.J
Happiness on the Horizon
There, I see it,
Far, far away on the horizon,
The feeling of serenity coming over me,
As I close my eyes.
Where do I want to be?
Is it here, around this dark road?
Or is it over there,
where the road is much clearer..
I need Guidance,I need the Light,
to show me where I'm suppose to go,
Will I ever found myself again?
The darkness is burning me up,
My hands are losing it's grip,
How much longer until I am able,
Able to set myself free?
To get the Happiness on the Horizon..
A.J
Far, far away on the horizon,
The feeling of serenity coming over me,
As I close my eyes.
Where do I want to be?
Is it here, around this dark road?
Or is it over there,
where the road is much clearer..
I need Guidance,I need the Light,
to show me where I'm suppose to go,
Will I ever found myself again?
The darkness is burning me up,
My hands are losing it's grip,
How much longer until I am able,
Able to set myself free?
To get the Happiness on the Horizon..
A.J
Day burns down to Night
Day burns down to Night,
Burns the edge of my Soul,
In the night I break into,
Sparks of suns,
And become fires end,
The dust of bones...
In the night I see,
The real concealed,
In the days bright LIE,
Eyes stitched shut,
White TEETH SMILE.
SLEEP Walks,
AND Talks,
AND FEET,
Mark TIME,
To the drum-less beat.
In the night I break into,
Sparks of suns,
And become fires end,
The dust of bones...
In the night I see,
The real concealed,
In the days bright LIE,
Eyes stitched shut,
White TEETH SMILE.
SLEEP Walks,
AND Talks,
AND FEET,
Mark TIME,
To the drum-less beat.
A.J : This poem is from the movie "The Invisible".
Glass Window
I sit in the corner,
Trying to figure out myself,
I feel disturbed,
I feel Lost.
Looking outside the Glass Window,
Wonder what life is like,
If I go away now,
would it be a good thing for me?
But here I am,
Looking outside the Glass Window,
Still holding on...
A.J
Trying to figure out myself,
I feel disturbed,
I feel Lost.
Looking outside the Glass Window,
Wonder what life is like,
If I go away now,
would it be a good thing for me?
But here I am,
Looking outside the Glass Window,
Still holding on...
A.J
Summer Time
I wake up in the morning,
and look out the window.
The Sun shines brightly on my face.
It's a start of a new day.
It's Summer Time.
The flowers bloom,
The birds sing,
Butterflies do what they do best,
Children run wild with their happy faces,
There's nothing wrong with this picture.
I wish the Summer could lasts forever.
It keeps the warm in my heart.
Even a person with such heartache could feel,
the happiness it brings.
Every moment could last forever,
Just don't forget,
Never forget,
And it'll stay there always.
A.J
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