Will I ever Be Found?

Day becomes Night,
Night becomes Dark,
The darkness that burns my soul,
To the very last of my Breath.

The creep that's been hunting,
Makes no sound,
Silence.
And They will get me.

The sense of guilt comes over me,
Taking over what's left,
Crawl up inside me,
Becoming one.

I was left alone,
Wonder, will I ever be found?
Scream in silence,
No one's left to hear.

A.J

Confusion

2 roads, 1 choice,
which one will I take?
It's killing me,
I'm lost, I'm scared,
Of not being found again.

Life ahead of me seems to be covered,
covered by my ignorance,
My eyes are clouding up,
Everything stays shut.

A.J

What Have I Done?

What have I done?
What have I become?
I sit in a dark corner,
Longing to hear the voice,
The voice that made me suffer.

What have I done?
Trying to find my path,
but, I'm lost in the way,
will I ever get back?

What have I become?
Still hearing the voice that hurts me,
whisper into my ear,
The words of destruction.

I can never let go,
I need to hear it...
It keeps me alive,
killing me at the same time..

What have I done?
What have I become?

A.J

Happiness on the Horizon

There, I see it,
Far, far away on the horizon,
The feeling of serenity coming over me,
As I close my eyes.

Where do I want to be?
Is it here, around this dark road?
Or is it over there,
where the road is much clearer..

I need Guidance,I need the Light,
to show me where I'm suppose to go,
Will I ever found myself again?

The darkness is burning me up,
My hands are losing it's grip,
How much longer until I am able,
Able to set myself free?

To get the Happiness on the Horizon..

A.J

Day burns down to Night

Day burns down to Night,

Burns the edge of my Soul,
In the night I break into,
Sparks of suns,
And become fires end,
The dust of bones...

In the night I see,
The real concealed,
In the days bright LIE,
Eyes stitched shut,
White TEETH SMILE.


SLEEP Walks,
AND Talks,
AND FEET,
Mark TIME,
To the drum-less beat.

A.J : This poem is from the movie "The Invisible". 

Glass Window

I sit in the corner,
Trying to figure out myself,
I feel disturbed,
I feel Lost.

Looking outside the Glass Window,
Wonder what life is like,
If I go away now,
would it be a good thing for me?

But here I am,
Looking outside the Glass Window,
Still holding on...

A.J

Summer Time

I wake up in the morning, 

and look out the window.

The Sun shines brightly on my face.

It's a start of a new day.

It's Summer Time.

The flowers bloom,

The birds sing,

Butterflies do what they do best,

Children run wild with their happy faces,

There's nothing wrong with this picture.

I wish the Summer could lasts forever.

It keeps the warm in my heart.

Even a person with such heartache could feel,

the happiness it brings.

Every moment could last forever,

Just don't forget,

Never forget,

And it'll stay there always.

A.J

The Beginning....

Salam to everybody.. This is my 2nd blog here. I just created this blog. The thing about me is, I love words sooo..much that I have no idea how to express it. That is, until I came across an amazing poems produced by someone who will remain anonymous here.

Her work is so inspiring that I feel like I want to do something like that. Not similar, but something like that. Actually, it was what I wanted to do before, only now I have the courage to do it. 

Thanx to her who gave me the encouragement to start my own poems. First and foremost, I would like to remind all of you that I am not a professional, but merely an amateur.

Again, I would like to stress here that I'm only doing this for my own satisfaction and not for other intentions. I just want to show all of you what I like to do, and if you think my work is not good or amazing, I don't care as I have mentioned before, I'm not a pro. 

But, of course I would really love to know your opinions and views about my work. So, comments are very much appreciated! Building comments that is. Not some crappy comments telling me I should stop doing what I'm doing or telling me that my work is a piece of crap. 


I don't need that ok. I know I'm not good, but hey, everyone has got to start somewhere right? So, here goes....


Arkana Joon~