Waves of Love

Waves of Love

You took my hand.

Promise me Love

We're walking toward the crashing waves.

I am thankful

by these memories.

Oh please wave, don't wash them away.

A.J

The Telephone Booth

The Phone

I kept on walking.
Destination, unknown.
This feet, how will they find you.
I saw a telephone booth.
Then I remembered you.
I wanted to call.
But if I do, I'll cry again.
Cause your voice will break me.

I AM BROKEN

A.J

Painful Words

Its
Just
Words
Absolution
Forgotten
Abandon
Escape
Weary
Pain
Hurt
Lost
Fear
Jaded
Illusion
Ignorant
Vengeance

A.J : a candle

Stay

Stay
The falling sky
I am forgotten
Dreaming in reality.
Down I am falling
Waiting to be hold.

What is life
When I am gone
Thunder breaks again.

Left alone
Coldness wraps around
Blanket of misery.
I am slipping
Waiting to be seen.

Pain is staying
Darkness is staring
Who's looking
No more ticking

Forgiveness escapes
For one last time
What is life
When I am gone.

A.J

The Sky

The Sky


As I wait here silently,
I hear the footsteps of a butterfly.
It's a beautiful music
But not easy to reach.

I see the sky is fading,
and the sun is breaking.
Everything smile
I hear no more lie.

A.J

What It Means...

What It Means

So many words unsaid,
It's hard to see,
It's hard to breathe,
but just hold on to me,

The light will come,
and break me free,
It's the only wish, 
I could ever seize.

We are afraid,
To be lonely, 
to be broken,
Is this how we feel,
when something is missing?

Life never ends,
it only freezes,Eyes will observe,
But they will never say

A dark road brings absolution.
Endless desires 
comes uncontrolled.
Are you with me?
It's my only wish

Show me what it means,
To be left, to be wronged,
Is this how we feel,
when someone is missing?

A.J

If I Knew

If I knew

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,

I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming, you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day,
well, I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance to make everything right.

There will always be another day to say our "I love yours",
And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget,
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear,
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

A.J : the poem and the pic are not mine. 

Sins of Mine

Sins of Mine

The time's wasted again,
Clocks ticking away,
Tensions in life,
Break free.

Lying corpse in beds.
The truth go mad.
Seeing but blind,
Darkness keeps in bind.

Tears of blood,
Make the sound of terrors.
Trapped in crud,
As sweet as the Lovers.

Take the blade,
Shove it in your white pale skin,
Covered in blood,
It's your worst sin.

Praying hard in cries,
Lost in sight.
Watch the time flies,
You are in drought.

A.J

The Dark House

The Dark House

As I go along I see it,

Kept secret in the black night,

Hiding in its place,

Waiting to be found.

The House seems hollow,

No lights to turn to,

No hope to hold on to.

Back where she belongs.

A home is nothing but a cage,

Trapped inside with penetrating scream,

But Silence took control.

The wind chimes every night,

Brings peace to her heart,

But she's lost in sight.

Let her out,

Just let her run.

If she could only see the light,

She would go.

The House ties her,

Not letting go,

The grip gets tighter,

Struggles to break free,

But the secret remains.

Abandoned, forgotten,

The world where no one else is living,

Everyone's gone,

To stay is not a choice,

What happens next?

Back where she belong now,

It's not a home but a cage...

A.J

Life

Life

Life. This is a very painful thing.

There is something more painful than not being able to live.

The scariest thing is losing it.

looking ahead & we seem to forget.

Forget about the past.

Little that I know,

It's a part of who I am today.

We walk along a dark road,

hoping it'll take us to the light.

But, the maze isn't over yet.

Would it ever end?

Can something end when there's no beginning?

Where is everything?

You reach your hand out,

hoping it'll be reached.

But you're just squatting on an empty air.

Salvation withdrawn.

Some things are better left unsaid.

But, truly will we feel no regrets,

when we never have the chance to say it?

Walking on the sideways,

so many faces, unrecognizable.

Too many voices inside.

Taking control.

Losing our senses.

When there's nothing left,

We run.

'Cause that's our only salvation...

A.J

Untitled....For Now

Nothing

Untitled....For Now

There now, go to sleep,

Let the world go silent for today,

Future is not ours to know,

But it is for us to decide.

Stop and start again,

Damages done cannot be undone.

But there can be regrets.

Clocks ticking, time is wasted,

Days like hours, hours like minutes

Minutes like seconds, and seconds turn to dusts.

Where did it go?

Moments away still not aware,

Few come, but a lot goes.

Not wanting to hear,

the sound of silence.

Hatred's at rage,

Destroys everything on its way.

The enemy becomes the traitors,

Triggers pulled,

Flames burning, lasted forever.

What are they now?

Lights, camera, action!

Pretenders lurks around.

Holding hands together,

Smirking the faces of mockery.

So it has been said,

Sides chosen,

Absolution has arrived,

But nothing goes.

It's the sound of silence again,

The feeling that flies with it is,

Untitled...for now.

A.J

If Only

If Only

If Only I were the President,

I would make things better,

If Only I could turn back time,

I would change everything about me.

If Only there were no wars,

children won't be suffering,

If Only we get together and unite,

the world would be a better place.

If Only things were simpler,

my life won't be like this,

If Only all dad are good dads,

little girls won't get beaten up.

If Only I would've been a better friend,

not getting mad over small things,

If Only you would've talk to me,

things would be better again.

If Only I had talked with my best friend,

he wouldn't have took his own life,

If Only I had say, "It's okay",

he would still be with his family.

If Only we were a good son,

our mother would've been proud,

If Only we didn't shout at her,

She wouldn't be crying her whole life.

If Only my life were like his,

I'd be rich and famous,

If Only I can be someone else,

I'd be a lot better than this.

If Only I had studied harder,

I would've passed my exams,

If Only I had learned,

things would be simpler.

If Only I didn't beat my son,

he would still be able to read,

If Only I'd comforted and hold him,

he would not be disgusted to look at me now.

If Only I didn't beat my wife,

she would still love me,

If Only I didn't talk to her that way,

we would still be a family.

If Only I were brave enough to speak,

tell you it's going to be okay,

If Only I was strong enough to fight back,

tell him it's not okay to talk to you like that.

If Only I had said those things I wanted to,

I wouldn't be regretful now,

If Only I had done what I wanted to do,

I would be different than now.

If Only no one said these things,

oh, but they do all the time,

If Only I didn't write this,

I wouldn't know how much I've missed out in life.

A.J

I'll Look After You

I'll Look After You

Don't cry, sleep in silence
I'll never leave
I promise
I'll look after you

There now, close yet too far
The world is too much
Your heart will break

There's always time to leave
No way to stay
So stay with me
I promise
I'll look after you

Say it, or I will break.

A.J