If I Die Tonight

I used to dream

of shining stars

and all the hopes of seeing you inside my mind.

For all the wish, that I have made.

It's all gone tonight.

I used to see,

the world alive

and all the people living on the edge of night.

My only words, that I have chosen,

Maybe it's time to say goodbye.

Save the word,

save the last prayer

So I can take

just one more day.

If I die tonight

If I go tonight

Will you stay forever and kiss goodnight

If I'm lost in sight

If I'm leaving the light.

I think it's time to say goodbye.

I used to pray

for all the souls

and keep me safe from all the nightmares I have known

And in the dark I crawl,

to find that one light tonight

I know that you are,

the only thing that I need

I wish that we, could stay forever in this time alone..

Don't cry, I'll stay with you and kiss you goodnight

But don't say, goodbye.

A.J : It's a lyric. To a song. My song. What's that? Sing it? Hell no!

Apathy

The numbness is here,

The feelings are all gone,

They just disappear,

Like dust of bones.

Bury it deep, the pain.

Hide it far, the hatred.

Drown yourself under the rain,

Like an innocent murdered.

Eyes of sorrows,

Used to beg for sympathy,

Followed like a shadow,

But all that’s left is Apathy.

A.J 

Bury Yourself in the Dark

Bury yourself in the dark,

The unseen gives you pleasure,

Out of the things you can’t have.

You’re asleep with your eyes open,

The nightmare rattles your mind,

And then you bleed.

Hide the mirror now,

The reflection frightens you.

As you drag your feet in the fire,

Everything feels cold

even your heart.

Willing to be forgotten,

Left and buried in the memories,

So painful and dreadful,

The thought of being alone.

Remember those days,

When the air is brighter,

What you left behind,

Will stay alive in your dreams.

A.J

Eyes

For a moment your eyes stitched shut,

Tightly as your heart bleed.

And as the sparkling bead fall,

You breathe the air deep, and wish for hope.

The eyes have walked around,

Touched the heart of many,

And said the unspoken words,

That your mouth can’t enunciate.

A.J