The Unspoken: 2012

Khilaf

Ku menunduk ke langit,
mencari diri yang hilang.
Ku mendongak ke lantai.
menghapus segala amarah.

Mungkin aku tidak mengerti,
mungkin juga aku tidak melihat.
Penglihatan kabur kerna kejahilan.

Masa terhenti seketika.
Buat sekian kalinya engkau jatuh,
kerna payahnya untuk berdiri.

Ku menunduk ke langit,
mencari diri diantara bintang.
Ku mendongak ke lantai.
menghapus segala khilaf.

A.J

The Confession

Wait, let him straight out the story,

the last confession for the liar.

His companion's waiting at the end of the glory,

wondering if he'll be joining her.

He knows the ripple of his action.
The pebble swings free with liberality.
Why should he hear the words of fiction,
When he can speak the reality?

Weakened at the end of misery.
He should have known better,
how life really is in actuality,

So he wrote his life in a piece of paper,

and come back to his mortality.

A.J

'Let's Go Out and Kill Someone'

Don't just sit there when the time is slow,

Let's go out and kill someone.
Lose your pride cause they're just for show,
you feel it in your heart that this is for the long run.

Go out and kill someone,

Play with them, then break them apart-
like fragile dolls left out in the sun,
then put a little darkness in their heart.

Just go out and kill someone,

your words hurt deeper than a gun.
Once you're done just find another one,

And your heart will never feel undone.

A.J

You Can Share My Umbrella

The Sun shines brightly today,
It'll be perfect for me I say.
Wrap my feet with an old shoe,
and keep walking wherever it wishes to.
What a funny place to stop at,
I found myself in front a small shack.
As I keep contemplating I am thinking,
perhaps I am sleepwalking.
I look up at the Sky,
the Sun is already feeling shy.
Dark, fluffy, cotton candy like,
comes suddenly in sight.
The rain comes down at last,
merrily and seemingly fast.
But the drops are not touching,
It seems almost amazing.
So I look up in awe,
There he stands, saying:

"You can share my umbrella."

A.J

Let's Have Breakfast On Tuesday

Open your eyes and see me,

with a smile and wonder.

Let's have breakfast on Tuesday.

Or maybe just any other day.

But I prefer Tuesday.

It's happiness and Love.

It's the day the flowers bloom,

and the Sun doesn't hurt.

So, let's have breakfast on Tuesday.

A.J

I'm Not Brave

I've seen way too deep,

and my heart breaks to pieces.

I am not brave.

But I don't have to say it,

because so are you.

Play back all the sad times.

Even so, I have no regrets.

I am not brave.

But so are you.

A.J

My Shoes Are Calling

My shoes are calling,

travel once more

into the outside fantasy.

It's been lost and outreached.

Running out of time and space.

My shoes are calling,

keeping promise of company,

until the day I arrive.

A.J

Made Me a Cup of Tea

Paper bags and shopping lists,

All of many things to waste.

Running down on every isle,

and this heart waits for a while.

Come home and settle down,

It's almost cold outside now.

So I made me a cup of tea,

as I watch the day merrily.

A.J

It Was Monday

It was Monday.
The day I woke up again,
with a broken heart.
So fragile this heart is.

Keeping my eyes shut,

But my hands won't stop looking,

for that one piece of Life.
I don't want to wait forever.
It's an endless journey.

And it was Monday.

The day I stop waking,

with a beating heart.

A.J

Paper

I've traveled away from home,

watch every steps,

hear every story,

known every reason,

keep every words.

A perfect listener.

I can go further,

as far as the wind will take me.

Keeping your words as I go.

A.J

I don't have a love song,

for I never had a reason to.

When I do, it'll be the only one.

A.J

I Smile For No Reason

I Smile For No Reason

But only at times.

The strength it gives,

to go on even just for one day.

A.J

Guilt

Here it comes,

That one hideous feeling.

My wish, it came true.

A.J

Music

Stay & Listen

To the sound of the rain

To the sound of the wind.

Becomes one in a note.

Take your time,

to hear the beautiful chimes,

captures the souls

of those who holds.

Music on the air,

Clashed the two souls.

The sound is in silent,

Whistling a beautiful whisper,

The one and only message,

that no one can hear.

A.J

Go and say goodbye

Go and say goodbye.

Don’t drag your feet and come back.

These tears will fall again,

If I ever see the sight of you once more.

It brings back the memories that killed me.

A.J

The Perfect Addiction

Let the regret devours me,

I need to feel wrong.

Perfectness hurts my heart,

I need to feel tired and exhausted.

Going after something that I will never get.

But I can never forget.

I need to cry this time.

And maybe even fall down.

But the pain will depart.

I need to let go of you,

The perfect addiction.

Please don’t show me your hand.

I will be tempted to hold them again.

I need to be alone this second.

It’s my one and only best friend.

I feel that if I stay,

You will leave me first, today.

A.J

Your Story

I look into your eyes,

And I know your story.

But we’re here tonight,

Under the stars and lights.

I understand you,

I feel you and I wonder,

If you had never fall.

Don’t weep and mourn,

If you can’t win this war,

We will embattle our stand.

Just keep the amaranth clear,

in your mind, for a little while.

A.J