The Perfect Addiction

Let the regret devours me,

I need to feel wrong.

Perfectness hurts my heart,

I need to feel tired and exhausted.

Going after something that I will never get.

But I can never forget.

I need to cry this time.

And maybe even fall down.

But the pain will depart.

I need to let go of you,

The perfect addiction.

Please don’t show me your hand.

I will be tempted to hold them again.

I need to be alone this second.

It’s my one and only best friend.

I feel that if I stay,

You will leave me first, today.

A.J