My Shoes Are Calling

My shoes are calling,
travel once more
into the outside fantasy.
It's been lost and outreached.
Running out of time and space.
My shoes are calling,
keeping promise of company,
until the day I arrive.
A.J 

Made Me a Cup of Tea

Paper bags and shopping lists,
All of many things to waste.
Running down on every isle,
and this heart waits for a while.
Come home and settle down,
It's almost cold outside now.
So I made me a cup of tea,
as I watch the day merrily.
A.J 

It Was Monday




















It was Monday.
The day I woke up again,
with a broken heart.
So fragile this heart is.

Keeping my eyes shut,
But my hands won't stop looking,
for that one piece of Life.
I don't want to wait forever.
It's an endless journey.

And it was Monday.
The day I stop waking,
with a beating heart.

A.J 

Paper















I've traveled away from home,
watch every steps,
hear every story,
known every reason,
keep every words.
A perfect listener.
I can go further,
as far as the wind will take me.
Keeping your words as I go.
A.J 

Why You Can't Change

I'm standing in mid air,
feeling gloriously content,
for it is you that holds me.
My hands can see you,
feel you,
touch you,
hear you.
Time watches enviously,
catching up as I plea.
For another chance,
for another life
that traverses Death.A.J 

The Letter

Staring at the blank pages,
No words are brave enough
to become exist for you.

A.J 

Love song

I don't have a love song,
for I never had a reason to.
When I do, it'll be the only one.
A.J 

I Smile For No Reason

I Smile For No Reason
But only at times.
The strength it gives,
to go on even just for one day.
A.J 

Guilt

Here it comes,
That one hideous feeling.
My wish, it came true.
A.J 

Music

Stay & Listen
To the sound of the rain
To the sound of the wind.
Becomes one in a note.
Take your time,
to hear the beautiful chimes,
captures the souls
of those who holds.

Music on the air,
Clashed the two souls.
The sound is in silent,
Whistling a beautiful whisper,
The one and only message,
that no one can hear.
A.J 

Go and say goodbye















Go and say goodbye.
Don’t drag your feet and come back.
These tears will fall again,
If I ever see the sight of you once more.
It brings back the memories that killed me.
A.J 

The Perfect Addiction

Let the regret devours me,
I need to feel wrong.
Perfectness hurts my heart,
I need to feel tired and exhausted.
Going after something that I will never get.
But I can never forget.
I need to cry this time.
And maybe even fall down.
But the pain will depart.
I need to let go of you,
The perfect addiction.
Please don’t show me your hand.
I will be tempted to hold them again.
I need to be alone this second.
It’s my one and only best friend.
I feel that if I stay,
You will leave me first, today.
A.J 

Your Story

I look into your eyes,
And I know your story.
But we’re here tonight,
Under the stars and lights.
I understand you,
I feel you and I wonder,
If you had never fall.
Don’t weep and mourn,
If you can’t win this war,
We will embattle our stand.
Just keep the amaranth clear,
in your mind, for a little while.
A.J 

All I Want Was to Fall Back Down to Sleep

I lay down with a broken heart in my bed for it could not take the truth it so dread my eyes w e re wide open but truly I am blind, and now ...